Is LOVE enough?

I have a man who's willing to leave behind everything he's accustomed to, to relocate to a foreign land where he knows no one.

I've never experienced an emotion of such magnitude (not even half of it), and I'm really overwhelmed.

So this is what it feels like to have someone loves you wholeheartedly?

It's such an intense emotion which incurs both sense of security and fear with it.


When something becomes too precious, the fear of losing it increases tenfold, and even more.

What will it take?

Why won't guys leave me alone? I don't want to be friends, and I'm not interested in chatting either.

Leave me alone.

Colorgenics Profile

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

You are full of stress at this time. It would seem that you are having more than your fair share of trials and tribulations and you are looking for a way out. You are not quite sure which way to go but the advice is - 'Stop trying so hard'.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

Human nature

I'm truly sick of being judged by people who don't know an atom about me. The facts which they cling on derive from their impressions and judgments of my cyber persona, which might not even be of any relation to me in real. Sometimes, the mere presence of a fleeting moment is sufficed for their enactment of Judgment Day.

Who gives them the right to make judgments when they don't know the least bit, to be in that position? Who gives them the power to put someone down based on their assumptions? Who gives them the authority to label another, just because it doesn't fit into their perceived cultural and habitual correctness?

Who are they to think themselves more superior or righteous than others?

Who are those people?


We wonder why the war doesn't end. We wonder why there's racial disharmony. We wonder why the world is screwed up.

Have we ever made a conscious effort to stop the blame game and look upon ourselves? Have we ever looked at ourselves in the mirror, properly? Have we ever made an honest reflection?


I'm never perfect, and I never will. Everyday I'm learning something new about myself; my faults and rights, my strengths and weaknesses. Yet, never did I ever make it a point to advocate my beliefs and values on others, because I know we relate and perceive differently. I never think of myself to be more superior or righteous than anyone.

No doubt, such thoughts appear once in a while, but I make it a point to tell myself that I am in no position to make such a call, because there will never be right or wrong to it. So the best I can do is to bask in the knowledge that I have my own sets of cultures, beliefs and values, and that it differs from everyone else. All I’m entitled to is the act of giving thanks in having found something that goes well with the way I want to live my life.

That is all there ever is to Life.


There are myriad of reasons to why you want to judge me, yet those reasons never really do matter.

As for me, the only reason why I still care about how people deem me is because I have yet to understand detachment. I’m still learning, but I know that the day of comprehension will arrive.

And when that day arrives, I’ll have to cease being your playmate. But I know you’ll have aplenty.

And when that day comes, this will be my parting gift to you.

Disgusted? YES. Surprised? NO.

Aussie boy breaks into zoo, feeds animals to croc

Kids nowadays are getting more screwed in the head. Is it the parents, the media, or the society?

The inability of the parental to instill morals and values, and to assert certain control over the child? The portrayal of violence as something cool and desirable? The skewed evolution of morals and values in society, coupled with the increasing undermining of the worth of life?

We're all getting more screwed up with each passing day. Is your sanity still intact?

I know I'm trying my best to keep mine.

Who? Me?

I'm attracted to older men (30ish - 40ish) and I always wish I have an older brother.

Does that means I have Daddy Issues?