16th February 2010

Supposedly, this date is meant to mark the start of an importantly new chapter in my life. Yet as we all know, things change. It certainly did.

2 entire years of planning and waiting blown to dust. Perhaps it is just being postponed. Perhaps it is never meant to be at all. Who knows for sure? Definitely not me.

CHANGE

We don't like it, we fear it.

But we can't stop it from coming.

We either adapt to change, or we get left behind.

It hurts to grow.

Anybody who tells you it isn't, is lying.

But here's the truth.

Sometimes, the more things change, the more they stay the same.

And sometimes, sometimes change is good.

And sometimes, change is everything.

- Grey's Anatomy

It doesn't hurt anymore when I think about it, but the occasional brush with a similar circumstance brings upon the nostalgia, which seeps in and ruffles my emotion. It can get a little upsetting, but that is all there is to it.

Time does heal. It's a game of patience. There isn't any winner or loser at the end of it, but just about a state of being. Being able to comprehend. Being able to accept. Being able to embrace. Being able to get over it. Being able to move on.

Time to go.

Thanks for being the very first thing I ever wanted in my life. Thanks for bringing me through all the great adventures, even though the ultimate destination is not reached. Thanks for everything that came along.

It is time to go.

As they like to say... Time to move on to a greener pasture.

And whether the next pasture is really greener? That, we'll see.