First.

Never thought she'll encounter someone whom she can view more as a life partner than romantic relation. Someone whom she can envision working together with, hand in hand, to solve whatever problems and issues there might be. Someone whom she's willing to work out the differences with. Someone whom she didn't dismiss immediately and eventually, using the excuse of "You're just not what I'm looking for."

Never thought there will be a day when there's a person whom she can see a future with, building up something together. Someone who makes her feel settled and unafraid to give up flight. Someone who gives her enough courage to face the fear of giving a part of her. A commitment. A promise.

Someone she wants to have a life with.

Never thought that day will come. Never thought it'll happen with her. Well, there's a lot she never know is coming.

Just as dawn arises and dusk sets, life is a mere cycle. Repetitive? That is if you choose for it to be so. There's many routes and choices out there. You just have to take a leap of faith and embrace whatever hurting that might come with it. No pain, no gain. Very true.

Let go of control. Go with the flow. Crash and burn. Pick yourself up. Become a better individual. Life goes on despite all that.

Never though it'll ever be, but there's always a first.

This is a first. Her first.